Dissolving Into Tradition
Each morning before beginning my practice, I recite the following chant. It begins:
vande gurunam caranaravinde
sandarsita svatma sukhava bodhe
I bow to the lotus feet of the gurus
The awakening happiness of one’s own Self revealed
Why do I open my practice with these lines? The clue lies in the concept of the "guru", or teacher.
I myself have a teacher—a guru from India named Sharath Jois. He’s about the same age as me and has a beautiful family, and besides a mild obsession with tigers, is by all definitions a normal person. Although Sharath would be the first to say that he is not enlightened, he is, nevertheless, the person who has been charged by his Guru, Sri K Pattabhi Jois, with carrying Ashtanga into the future.
What does such a responsibility imply? Parampara is a Sanskrit word that refers to the idea of lineage in teaching. In Ashtanga yoga, we consider tradition to be our primary teacher, which means that although our Guru embodies a specific tradition, it is ultimately the tradition that we bow to. When I bow to Sharath, I bow to his place or role in keeping the lineage of that tradition.
Surrendering to the concept of parampara is an important part of practicing Ashtanga Yoga. When we surrender to teaching as it has been passed down, we can begin to distinguish our own agenda from our practice. When we are confronted with the difficult rules and demands of the tradition, our fluctuations and preferences are revealed, and if we manage to surrender to the tradition rather than its challenges, it is then that real change can take place. The concept of surrender is not popular here in the West because it opposes the perception we have about ourselves as strong individuals. We prefer to come up with our own remedies and inventions, instead of accepting the dictates of a higher authority, and, often, we choose to change teachers or systems when we come up against something that makes us uncomfortable.
It is our families, our friends, and our actions that make us all unique snowflakes—not our yoga practice. Yoga is about connecting to a deeper truth than our likes and dislikes. During the day I try to be the best teacher, father, and friend that I can be, and my practice does definitely help me with this. Ultimately though, my practice isn’t about who I am today, or what I have done, the mistakes I have made, or the accomplishments I have achieved. When I follow parampara I connect to a truth that is more eternal than my individuality. Every morning, for an hour and a half, I am carried by my Guru into a universal tradition so that I may encounter that deeper truth apart from myself.



Thank you
Love this practice of incorporating the concept of parampara into daily practice - also this: "Yoga is about connecting to a deeper truth than our likes and dislikes." I really relate to that. Thank you for this!
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Where is surrender coming from? It seems like it cannot come from your mind, I mean you cannot decide, "I am going to surrender to this tradition"...
Should you feel it? Or is it from this sort of things which you just cannot avoid "not doing", or you find them completely natural for yourself?
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Interesting question. I think I found surrender through my commitment to practicing this system.
I didn't start practicing Ashtanga in order to surrender. Surrender for me came with the realization that the practice has an aim that is outside my experience. Yoga tells us that it's possible to be cured of our delusions, freed from our conditioned existence. For me to reach for the goal of yoga, I have to recognize that my current perspective is limited. I have to surrender to the tradition and the teaching to bring me to a place I don't yet know.
So, to answer your question, I don't think I ever decided at any point that I needed to surrender. When I finally began to understand that all my choices are part of my agenda, I realized the need to commit to all aspects and imperatives of the teaching, regardless of how I might feel about them. It seems like my surrender was the natural outcome of this realization.
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Thank you for your answer.
I found that sometimes you have to trust your teacher more then you trust yourself . That is also part of surrender to the tradition for me.
"I have to surrender to the tradition and the teaching to bring me to a place I don't yet know." Isn`t that one of the most important aspects we all looking in our teacher- to help us to deal with the fear of unknown?
Feel so lucky to be your student,
Julia
Thank you from me too!
I am constantly amazed by the power of the Ashtanga Yoga tradition. How did the original teachers come up with this? The way each pose prepares for the next, the alignment, the strength (if you really try), the vinyasas, the focusing... I am truly grateful to the lineage of teachers for the tradition. The more I learn it, the more I appreciate just how incredibly deep even the primary series is. You can't learn it only by reading a book, you need a good teacher. It is David Robson who teaches us every morning at the AYCT. There's a reason why there are 100+ of us. David is an awesome teacher of the Ashtanga Yoga tradition.
I'm not sure I understand all the concepts David mentioned in his blogs. Surrendering... hmmm... I'm thinking, in the squish I get after backbending, I need to consciously relax my thighs instead of fighting the teacher's weight, and only then I can bend even flatter. Is that an example of surrendering? For me it is a conscious decision and I can only do so if I trust my teacher.
So I do want to learn the Ashtanga Yoga tradition from David. I get here by realizing just how powerful the practice is. Not that I can do much, but once in a blue moon I can do something and I think hey, it is possible!. And after an hour and 15-30 minutes of focusing on the practice, somehow other worries in life do not feel as bad as they first seemed. I trust my teacher totally.
But more times than I care to admit, I am so not successful in Dissolving into Tradition. Lumpy is more like it. I do feel guilty about the many times I whined... "oh I'm tired", or, "it's too hot", or my personal favourite, "it's so hard!". Thank you David for teaching us, and putting up with us :-)
You Are Welcome!
I am honoured and blessed to be your teacher. Thank you. I will do my best to soften your lumps.
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thanks david. always good to be reminded that what we surrender to is not an individual person but rather the tradition which that person is a representative of, due to their dedication, perseverance and commitment to the tradition. so happy to have you as my teacher. thanks for everything.
siobhan mcauley
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